Its really hard, Like really really hard for me to explain how i feel about the people i love in the current moment of my life. Because i just have a plethora of emotions for these people. I think about them in all the situations they are in and i empathize with them, not to feel sorry for them but because i want to be there with them there. I love doing things like this, but as of recent something called life has come in the way. I've been forced to focus on other aspects of my life other than people. But the people that are still in my life and that i love are still super important to me. Through this "transition" phase as i like to call it, i've learned the people that are going to be with me forever and that's my family, my parents and my sister. So i've made sure i give them extra attention over the last couple of months. I love making friends and i love all my friends that i've had over the past couple of years, but if i'm being realistic then it's pretty obvious that i'll move on/not talk to most of them on a consistent basis if they don't live in the same city as me. So as this "transition phase" continues and i try to adapt to it, i'll keep you updated too.